I know i usually write about my writing on here, but i just need to vent. Life has got me goin insane lately. Today I had to walk all day to get to my DR's appointment, my ipod died as soon as i turned it on, and now i dont know how im going to keep living in NY where i want to stay, I dont want to go back to florida, I have my best friend who i consider like a brother to me here, and if i lose my bro im gonna go on a freakin shooting spree! on top of that, my ex who has been actin all like she missed me and crap is dating a dude that cheats on her all the time and is dating him for like the 3rd time after he kicked her out of the house. I think if this keeps up im going to be in a padded cell in no time.